How To Heal From A Relationship With A Narcissist! — Backbone Power

“Sometimes, you find yourself in the middle of nowhere, and sometimes, in the middle of nowhere, you find yourself.”

In our article about Leaving a Narcissist, I spoke about knowledge is your best weapon. Only with knowledge about what is happening, how it is happening, and how to counter can someone who is brainwashed begin to fight back. Once the person is out, we add to knowledge, “developing a different observer”.

I have always said: if we were all born with a little bird on our shoulder who would whisper, “Incoming-danger-abusive person”. “Nothing to do with you/not your fault”, “Good person”, “Insanity”, “Nurturing person,” etc., life might have been easier.

The presence of the bird is what I call having a different mentally healthy observer. Sadly, I haven’t met anyone who was fortunate enough to have that bird. So, I am assuming we all have to develop the observer.

By starting the journal, I recommended, to assist you in leaving, you are developing a different observer. The Narcissist wants you to believe the abusive discourse s/he is selling to keep you in a constant state of anxiety, depression, and incapable of leaving. I want you to have the confidence to know you are in a bad movie which has nothing to do with you and you can leave the movie at any time. Again, even if you can’t leave physically, you can leave emotionally. Building your confidence in a toxic situation is not easy but it can be done.

After Leaving…

Now you are out of the abusive situation. It is time to work through the psychological damage and move into a healthy emotional place. If you have your journal great, let’s work with your “pages”. If you haven’t started a journal, please get one, and let’s start with setting up your pages.

Record and look at all the examples of lying. Ask yourself what you said to yourself to enable your partner to lie and for you to believe you were responsible for his/her lying. Did you immediately tell yourself it must have been you getting it wrong? If the answer is yes, you have some work to do. Do not “accuse yourself” of being the problem when someone else is acting poorly-EVER. Did you pretend he/she didn’t mean it?

There are lots of reasons you can rationalize bad behavior, but why? Make a commitment to yourself to call “a spade a spade” always in your life. You can speak the truth of the situation out loud or silently to yourself, but you must state the facts of what happened not a rationalization of what happened. No more comments such as “boys will be boys’, “she didn’t mean it”, “but he/she is such a nice person,” “she is having a hard time now,” “he/she lost his job” and on and on. We can never identify and stand up to abuse if we don’t annihilate the part of us that wants to rationalize it and pretend it didn’t happen.

Blaming

When you look at Blaming, see how easily you allow yourself to again be responsible for the breakdowns in life. Can you see a theme here? If you are answering yes to being the “bad guy”, you don’t have the self-esteem, confidence, backbone, voice to yourself and others to say, “No way I am a good person”. “I am that person that I wrote about on the “things I like about myself” page.

If you can’t say that about yourself get to work. If you have the money, do some family of origin work. Find out how you were raised. If you were put down, made the scapegoat, raised in a hypercritical family, raised in a dysfunctional system, etc.? It is time to stop repeating negative patterns. Change the observer who believes and absorbs others’ abuse, to the observer who observes and says, “bad movie, not about me, I am leaving.”

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